Holly Hagan was once so proud of her first ‘FF’ boob job that she referenced in her Geordie Shore opening title quote.
But now, the reality star has revealed she regrets spending £30,000 on surgery – inspired by Katie Price.
Over the years, Holly has had lip fillers, Botox injections, three breast operations, jaw fillers, nose fillers and a non-surgical bum lift.
The reality star, 30, candidly discussed in her new newsletter how going under the knife made her feel worse about herself.
Detailing how she had her first boob job at age 18, Holly reveals that it cost her £4,000 on finance.
Surgery: Holly Hagan was once so proud of her first ‘FF’ boob job that she referenced in her Geordie Shore opening title quote
Regrets: But now, the reality star has revealed she regrets spending £30,000 on surgery over the years
After Holly lost weight she wanted a second operation, and less than a year later she went from a FF to a GG – saying she ‘looked at people like Katie Price’ before committing to the surgery.
She then decided to get lip fillers and botox in 2014, leaving her with what she now describes as ‘sausage lips’.
In 2017, had a Brazilian bum lift but was once again not happy with the results, leaving her wanting more.
The surgery uses liposuction to remove fat from the lower body and then the extracted fat is purified and injected into specific points on the buttocks to achieve the desired shape and size.
A few months after her first operation, she decided to fly to Turkey and pay 5k for a second procedure – which costs around 15k in the UK.
She revealed she was ‘scared and covered in blood’ but went back for a third and final BBL which ‘made it worse’ and she hit an ‘all time low’.
Holly went under the knife in 2019 to have her final surgery, which was a boob reductions, taking her from an FF cup to a DD cup.
Asked how her love of cosmetic surgery affected her mindset, Holly previously said: ‘Surgery made my body image 1000 x worse. I went in with the expectations that I was going to finally be happy and have the perfect body after.
‘Not only have I end up heavier than I’ve ever been after two months, but I was twice as wide too. I looked awful and it was upsetting.
‘I had so much guilt and shame that I spent so much money and looked worse than before.’
Work: Over the years, Holly has had lip fillers, Botox injections, three breast operations, jaw fillers, nose fillers and a non-surgical bum lift
Throwback: Detailing how she had her first boob job at age 18, Holly reveals that it cost her £4,000 on finance
Boob job: After Holly lost weight she wanted a second operation, and less than a year later she went from a FF to a GG – saying she ‘looked at people like Katie Price’ before committing to the surgery
Holly showed off her body transformation after ‘three years of hard graft’ in an Instagram before and after video.
She detailed how regrets turning to surgery after facing years of ‘abuse’ and how she has finally achieved the ‘body of her dreams’.
Holly opened up about her life change to get the figure she wanted by ditching gruelling gym workouts for enjoyable aerobic dance routines.
In one video, Holly posed in a red set of Calvin Klein underwear as she turned around revealing her two Brazilian Butt Lifts a few years ago.
In the comparison video Holly looked completely unrecognisable as she showcased her gym toned figure in a strapless neutral and black bikini.
The beauty turned around revealing her peachy behind in the skimpy two piece, as she accessorised with a straw hat and white fashion sunglasses.
She explained: ‘5 years ago to now I genuinely couldn’t be happier with the changes I have made to my lifestyle to get me where I am today.’
Discussing the first clip Holly said she had two Brazilian Butt Lifts and shared her regret with fans in the hope to helping ‘one person reconsider surgery.’
She continued: ‘The first video was after not one but TWO rounds of BBL. I didn’t go into these surgeries lightly. It took years of appearance based abuse before I finally decided enough was enough and I was going to get the body of my dreams! How wrong was I!
‘I would get messages weekly offering free surgery. Do you know how tempting that is for a 22 year old with a lifetime of weight issues and an ED who wants to stop being bullied for being fat? Very bloody tempting however I didn’t want to ever promote it so I paid.
‘I have always just said surgery generically because I never wanted anyone to go and copy what I did and be left unhappy, especially after learning how dangerous the procedure actually is.
‘As much as I tried to hide it, it was pretty noticeable and instead the comments just went from “fat slag” to “too much surgery she looked better before” overnight.
‘I was left with such an awful amount of shame having paid so much money, equivalent to a house deposit. To be left looking worse than when I started.’
Wow: Holly showcased her sensational body transformation after ‘three years of hard graft’ in an Instagram before and after video
Family: Holly is currently pregnant and expecting her first child with husband Jacob after they tied the knot in July
Holly is currently pregnant and expecting her first child with husband Jacob after they tied the knot in July.
Holly and Jacob jetted out to the stunning Balearic Island of Ibiza to tie the knot in a lavish ceremony in June.
She recently revealed she is expecting a baby boy with Jacob, making the special announcement at a gender reveal and joint second wedding party she filmed for Geordie Shore.
The star enjoyed the lavish celebration in Newcastle, where she pressed a red button to reveal her baby’s gender.